Surprisingly I dont have the eager to write this month; dont ask me why. Now I do this because Im in the borderline state. Im a random person, so it's usual for me to suddenly sit and think about everything that has happened lately. Even until now I have a lot of things to regret, not to mention that it includes one of the biggest decision in my life. Yes, it's just so random. The only good thing I can think is that this term will end in 2 weeks which means holiday is coming and in the upcoming semester I'll be a third year stud. Im not ready for everything; can I go back to my high school time, pretty please?